I want to live next to the ocean, i’m not picky about which coast. I want to live in a beautiful loft with white walls and hardwood flooring. I want one of those fancy showers that take up most of your bathroom space because of all the stonework and i want a clawfoot bathtub. I want a king sized bed with soft sheets and exactly five pillows. I want bookcases along at least one entire wall. Despite me being a photographer, i don’t want many photos hanging- just a few. I want black kitchenware and i want to drink out of clear glasses. I want each kind of wine glass waiting to be used for when company visits or to enjoy a drink with a good book or to sit and talk on the kitchen floor with my husband. I want a husband that doean’t mind that i prefer to sit on the kitchen floor. I want huge windows with flowing curtains. I want to drive a blue honda and i want a bicycle. I want to live close to a pool so i can swim laps. I want a piano so i can play when i get stressed and emotional. I want room to set up an easel and paint. We’ll have a cat, maybe two. I want to come home everyday to one face for the rest of my life and i want to keep that face smiling for just as long. I want people to want to visit us and our beautiful home and i want to spend time on the beach and in the city. I want a reason to not have to leave on vacation because i shouldn’t need to escape the life we’ve made. I want to wake up every morning and feel you beside me and listen to your breathing and wonder what you’re dreaming of. Most of all, i want to be happy but i don’t want to do it alone. I want you to be there every step of the way with me and we can share everything together.